<bgsound src="http://www.starinfo.net.cn/english/song/song/eyes_on_me.mp3" loop=infinite> jEz fOr mY LuRvE..

teLL mE yOu'll wAit

dEsIgNed bY qIeN

uR sWeeT hOnEy..

"i wish that u wud b mine.."
i'll be waiting here.....for you...so if you come here....you'll find me.....i prOmISE~

Thursday, June 24, 2004

i'm wif my bf now..my sugah.. well,we r in the most difficult time in my life..
why..?
becoz i'm having his baby rite now..
damn..
it's gonna be the end of my life..
why...?
becoz i'm not fucking ready to have the baby...n he want that baby...
my God..
i can imagine how the baby would ruin my life...
huhuuu...
but getting married is the most halal n safest way to go..
but i dun like the option coz... i jez can imagine how me n family would fucking suffering 4 the damn pressure from the ppls around..
damn...
my God..
help me..



Hamba Allah made a promise at 3:15 AM

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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

missing my sugar lots..
he's in his hometown rite now..
keep thinking of him evry single second..
urm..
feeling so good whenever i'm wif him..
n we never tired of each other..
my God..
so in luv wif him..
help me...





Hamba Allah made a promise at 7:05 PM

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Monday, April 19, 2004

my dear sugar..

Dear Boy,
I do not know who you are, but I do hope we'll get to know each other perfectly.
I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for me, and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. I hope you won't compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me if I get sick, and be trustworthy.
I hope you will remember that I prefer tulips to roses, and that my favorite color changes.
When we go on a date, please don't stress about where to take me; what's important is that I'll be with you.
If I cry, please know it isn't because of you, just hold me close and I'll heal quickly. And, if it is because of you, I'll heal just the same.
And if we decide to break up, please understand
that I may be bitter, but I'd like to be your friend if you'll let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though you'll never admit it, and when you are ready we'll have a friendship.
Please tell me if anything I do bothers you, or if something just doesn't sit right. I would like you to always be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.
I hope you don't think that I'm asking too much of you. I hope you understand that I'm a little bit nervous and very scared. Every relationship is a new game of cards, and ...(sigh)...I've never been good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you. Thank you for listening; this is all that I ask.


to my bloved sugar honey..
i do luv u.. plss b mine..


Hamba Allah made a promise at 9:43 AM

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